My dearest,
there are things that we always have to make difference:
do what you like to do, what you are born to do, what all your life have rounded around and, what is actually your life after years and years of sacrifices

1. with the heart and the soul and only for yourself, for the sake of it , for the passion or
2. do it because you have to do

If you realized that you do it because you have to do, maybe is better that you forget the whole thing and start to find something else, certain things you must do because you want. You know the fans will always claps their hands whatever you say or do...they are fans...but I am not a fan, not anymore and see you going down for a stupid reason...it hurts me deeply.
You have had a bad day, every human has it, let it be just a bad day..not something else.

I am sure you haven't sacrificed all  because you have to be what people expect you to be...and I know that in those 2 years of silence you have understood that this thing is all what you are and want to be, you are the key and only you, and in 2001 when I first saw you, you were you.

I have seen your wonderful smile 2 days ago on the stage, I felt the love that for so long you had lost back in you, and I am sure it was just a slip out what happened yesterday, but please don't give up...don't let the stress burn you again...it will be a great loss if you will stop to do what you are doing the best...

I love you.

The shadow that smiles to you always
D.M.

THE SEAL

Suddenly
you feel like you felt the first time
while the hours running fast
to the next dawn
you don't know
if is something to be worried for
or
that old seal need to be resealed
like happened before
in many, many lifes and more
but
this time will be no mask on...

© Diana Mistera 25.12.12

 

 

NEWS

Hallo everybody,
this morning while I was checking my emails, I have found one that made me very happy.

One of my poem has been published in a site dedicated to new poets, is in italian language, but just to let you know

you can find it in facebook in HERE

and in the website in HERE


I wish you a good  Christmas holidays!

INFO

Hallo everybody!
for those that don't know yet, I have a page in facebook in which I publish more or less the same things I publish in the blogs, it is mostly in italian language, but if you want to follow me, just push the like button  here in facebook and share with friends :)

Thank You!

REVELATION 4

The kind of love that scare
is the one that is sacred dark and secret
nothing we can do than
give up at the losses of the time
live within the whispers of the souls
hold the screams of the hearts
die to reborn
with the remebrance of what was known.

© Diana Mistera 4.12.2012

REVELATION 3

Don't be the darkness for his lost soul
be the light to behold
your heart is
where he belongs
he looked for you, for too long.

Diana Mistera a voice within a dream 26.11.2012

HUNGER

All the voices of the night had died

the rain was falling like needles in my eyes

sang with it's muted sound

to the heart that was heavy

desperate with the need of this love.

The blood ran fast at the memory

of the last taste

deadly alive

within

its secret sin.

© Diana Mistera 8.11.2012

UPDATES

Hallo my friends!
I will partecipate at the Varsinais-Suomen Runoviikko, with the project Runokohtaus,in the city of Turku, I will read 2 of my poems both in Italian and finish language.
There will be many others poets and I am very happy and excited to be part of this. The exibitions will start at 20.00 and will be going until deep night, so I don't know when will be my turn.
The place where all this will take place is Ravintola Klubin-Kolo, Humalistonkatu 8a, Turku. 

I will try to get good quality pictures and video of my performance to put here in the blog, in my facebook page and in my youtube chanel.

Hope to see you there!

For more informations and for the program you can look in HERE.

MUSIC NEWS!

  I love it!

MESSAGE WITHIN THE DREAM

An angel came in my dream last night

embosomed with a wonderful light

his eyes were of an unbareble blue

where I went lost and fall through

He started to sing a song to me

"Let's talk with words

of this modern world

I am like a net with infinite wires

don't worry, you are my dearest child

things, will be alright

keep the flame strong and alive

'cause an angel will stand always

near by your side "


© Diana Mistera 10.10.12

DOOMED

A shadow fated
to be forever in the dark.
A spectre with only my love glowering
in all this death around.
Once you told me
nothing last forver.
Now I wonder if
this was a curse or a bliss?

Diana Mistera 29.9.2012

STRUGGLE

There is a picture in my memory
with which I struggle
but only when the light fall into place.
There is an hope in my heart
with which I struggle
but only at sunset.
Like a spirit I'm floating in the edge
but it happen only in my head.
Behind those invisible barricades I stand
trying to turn back the time
but, I'm only loosing the line.

© Diana Mistera 7.9.2012

LOST AND GONE

I'm moving in circles

and mark my wounds

in a golden and lonely afternoon

dreaming to reach my beloved moon

knowing this desire

belong to the fool.

I wasted my time chasing my illusions

and buried my heart with disillusion

a grave made of marble

in a temple beyond recall

when all my tears were so long gone.

© Diana Mistera 6.8.2012

FOREBODING SENSE OF EMPTINESS

Those days are like an empty show
where I entertain my shadows
When do I know when is right
to let you go or,
where I belong.

Shadows I entertain my shadows
playing chess with my ghost
a game thas is already lost.
Shadows, I entertain my shadows
and into the shadows I go.

I don't hear you anymore
my pain
is always an opened door
there's no reason to feel sorry for
just hold still for.

© Diana Mistera 21.7.2012

NEW-BORN

Dreams are falling

hit the floor

without no one catching them.
Shapes are fading
disappearing
into the metamorphosis of times.
Time for healing
and come out into the sun
knowing that it will not
burning me to ashes
but leading me to the light
to new dreams
to a new beginning
to the new side of me.

© Diana Mistera 13.7. 2012

FLAWS

Emotions escaped like falling chords from my heart
flaws are running fast in the giant mirror
escaping into the marble wall
is it really me what it reflected?
I can't stop them
why they are running so fast?
All in a sudden I step into the dark
and I am vanishing
everything around me fall in pieces
leaving behind only dust
and thousands of memories without an owner anymore.

© Diana Mistera 27.6.2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Happy Birthday dear Marian!

DIANA'S WISE MOMENTS N.2

...And there are those moments that you miss somebody so much that your brain goes in a sort of  blackout; you don't know where you belong anymore...then you sit and wait to resume your sanity somehow, waiting for the next time..knowing that it will happen again...hoping it will be as late as possible can be...

D.M. 19.05.2012

A POEM ON VIDEO

I have done my own chanel in youtube, this is my first attempt to make a video of one of my poem.
All rights reserved to Diana Mistera for Bloodlust poem.
Pictures are taken from the web.
Music: For You HIM.

Enjoy!

I love it! <3

Diana's wise minute

...There is the bad side and the good side of the memory...it depends always which kind of memory obsesses you...

(C) Diana Mistera

PAIN

I gave up long ago
and you still comeback
stronger than never before
and now,
running out of blood and hope
I wonder who are you?
And why me,have to fought
a battle in which
there will be never a winner or a looser.
You looked at me
you let me get in your soul
a privilege you haven't given to many
or is it a dammnation or a spell?
So
my love goes deeper
although I try to go far from you
but as far as I go
as desperate your scream cry at my soul
and I am again at the merci of your will
so desperate feeling the need of you
like a vampire feel the need of the fresh blood.

© Diana Mistera 21.4.2012

AWAY

Our words full of silences
our dreams full of a life
that we coud have had
or
we have had many lives ago
so many things unspoken
untold
unfold.
Secrets that leave the same question mark
Why?
Away, away say the hate
closer, closer say the love
and in this perpetual swing
our lives go on...

© Diana Mistera 2012

One wish for grant...

I wish ..is a very important word...and this thing I wish very strongly...I don't know if you will get this post some way..but hei Ville Valo, what about a cover about this wonderful song "Because the night" of Patti Smith? I know you don't like make covers..but your touch in here I believe will be something unique...

NEWS

Hallo everybody!
If you are interested in my book on going, please visit  HERE
Is my italian blog.
Have a good day!!!
Diana Mistera

RIPPED

And here again the silence

speaks with all its riddles

and it screaming in my head

so loud

that I am loosing my balance

and I'm falling

fading like those mirages that used to be beautiful.

And like a dying star

my light is fading in the universe

ripped.

© Diana Mistera 13.1.2012

MARTYR

I was the keeper of his dreams

the guardian of his heart

and the darkness took me in its cold embrace

now I see the light no more

and I wonder why I must bear this cross

walking with my bare foot in the flames

it is so heavy for my soul

but at least, in some way

is the only thing that keep us still entwined

and someday we will sit and

under the light

we will share all the pieces

and

there will be not anymore the need to hide

behind all those masks we have to put on everyday...

© Diana Mistera 13.01.2012

NEWS!

Hallo my friends!
As many of you know, I have also another blog where I write in italian.
I like to keep this Darklight one as was meant at the beginning, my darkrooom, the darkside of my soul, in which I write mostly poems, but as you know I am also a writer and I have also a short novel that I have published in June, in italian language called " IL SIGNORE DELLE OMBRE", and more to come.
So if you understand italian and you are interested in it, or if you are interested to follow me widely, click HERE
There you will find the reviews at my book, my interviews, and many many other interesting stuff!
Have a great day everybody!!!