In an embrace you can do everything:
you can laugh and cry,
reborn or die.
Or just stay and  shivering
as it were your last one....

A Victory Of Love

Just like me...isn't it?





Waiting

For a change in the weather

I'm waiting for a shift in the air

Could we get it together, ever

Hoping for your return, hoping for your sweet, sweet

Return

Hello

Is this heaven calling

Hello, hello, is somebody there, she must be somewhere

And then she says hello, hello, hello

She's really an angel

She stands in the sunshine

She's closing her eyes, she starting to dream

She's pulling the strings

She's dreaming a strange dream

Where nothing is grey

Then she takes me away and she's pulling the strings

When she's playing with love

She's playing with love



Counting,

I count every second

And I'm standing

I stand in the rain, I walk up that lane

Which leads to the sunshine

She stands in the sunshine

She's closing her eyes

Then she takes me away and she's pulling the strings

When she's playing with love

She's playing with love....



Songwriters: Bernhard Lloyd / Frank Mertens / Marian Gold

The Rasmus - Holy Grail (Lyric Video)

Well, you should know I felt and feel like this quite often...

I have always been around

But you never really noticed

Cause I don't draw a lot of attention

I'm a stranger in a crowd

Blame it on the evolution

Trying to find a way to say this

I've been living in a hurricane

I've been running in the stormy raine

I've been lying on the razor blades

All I wanted was to kill the pain

I've been giving all my life for you

Cause I laugh and I cry for you

Anything to be close to you

All by myself, all by myself

All by my ordinary solitary self

I still believe we live for the pain

And someday the stranger in the corner wins the game

And gets the crown

Gets the girl

The Holy Grail

Days go on with no remorse

I heard you're gonna throw a party

They say it's gonna be amazing

Surrounded by these silent walls

Who are they to say I'm crazy

It's something that they can't imagine

Cause I'm living in a paradise

Every time when I close my eyes

Now it's never gonna be the same

All I wanted was to kill the pain

I've been giving all my life for you

Cause I live and I die for you

Still I'm nothing but a ghost to you

All by myself, all by myself

All by my ordinary solitary self

I still believe we live for the pain

And someday the stranger in the corner wins the game

And gets the crown

Gets the girl

The Holy Grail

HAUNTING YOU

”The poet's hand
write the theme with care
when the night still hides the withering dawn
and love is what she finds
although the shadow
shapeshift into a wolf.”

I have always doubt what I was feeling
the songs you were singing
hide the key
but I didn't have the locks
or either The Gatekeeper yet.

I have always been a traveller
blessed with the gift of the seer
but looking for certainty all the time
too unsure of everything.

In the past year I wondered without you.
Try to find a meaning of  this life, this thing...
wondering  if what  I saw and feel, was real in this plan too,
or just there,
where I couldn't neither touch you the way I needed and need
wondering about my choices;
is confusing, you know,
it hurted to wait and see nothing happen.
Left me hopeless,
thinking is just me, but missing heavily what we had
scared to have lost it all.

Those nights have been cold
my eyes were blind
but now I know, you never left my side
silently waiting for me to feel you again.
I did...I do...but blindness is confusing, you know....
I know you could give me only that
it wasn't and it isn't enough
you know this too now...
Maybe you neither knew what you where doing
and why you always find yourself there, with me,
a perfect sranger probably, but so familiar, so alike
Was it a trick of your mind?
Too good to be true...
No,  I assure you, it was real
and you probably  have get it before me.
Is it scary, isn't it?
Well I read you...

Come near now, I am waiting you to hold me
in this carcace full of limits
You know I would surely stay
”When the time is right you say”
and I am now waiting, to hold you...

© Diana Mistera 1.10.2018