Some days aren't easy
others are hard
and some don't come at all
and these are those that feel like forever
Some days I feel like a Phoenix
others I am carved in ice
and everything feels like frozen
beside my own thoughts.
Some days I am longing for silence
others I pray to let go
in the end, all I want is peace
Peace in my mind
Peace in my heavy heart
that became heavier while the years went by
In the end
I just miss the lightness I used to have
when everything was hoping for the best to come
Now...
the tiredness is beating my being down
and I feel like I've lost all my bullets,
I've lost the core of my existence.
© Diana Mistera 2024
