BELOVED EMPTYNESS

Looking out of the window

while it's raining

counting every heartache

in each drop of rain

while my tears

still keep falling on the floor.

My heart is gasping

at the memory of your lovely smile

that used to be, only mine.

I am crumblig

out of the shadows

only to run back in there.

This emptyness I hoped to be gone

but its pain is keeping this love forever alive.

I don't know what I am feeling

is it the sense of cold of the grave

or is it only the edge of the black hole

where I am running straight onto

knowing that

I always find you at the end of the tunnel.

© Diana Mistera 2.11.2013