THERE IS NEVER AN END

Is pointless to try to find excuses

and lock away all memories

fooling myself that all those open scars

finally will stop bleeding

all the questions

finally will get the right answers

and close this circle

which is still full of crackles.

The fire have sealed my soul to yours

and it burns

every time our universes collide

giving me an illusion

that I still believe to be real.

The waiting became agony

and the hope is killing me every time

I keep it high

but nothing goes the way I wanted to go.

And you are moving far away

in those dreams that once were happy and vivid

and now

I look at you unable to reach you

unable to hold you

The fire will always burn

and the rain will be always wet

I cannot ignore anymore the pain

but I can't let you go either

becoming myself

my own executioner.

© Diana Mistera 3.1.2016