MY FALLEN

Frozen in that moment

seems my time stood still

but, everything was falling apart

and

it fell, where everything begins.

Life and death combine

in the one and only ring, eternally.

The sun rise every morning

nothing had changed

but its light is slipping away from me.

I look at to the moon

there, is the little girl that once I was

and you are still holding my hand.

The night become

the only time that the sorrow goes away

the Dark embrace me silently

the stars become my tears

I don't have to explain why I feel lost

He never asks questions

but

who are those faceless strangers around me?

© Diana Mistera 10.11.2016

To my father: 21.11.1944- 4.07.2016

FALLEN ANGEL

I always felt I belong to the night

my heart is a costant winter storm

but I am unable to freeze the time

unable to dry the tears

which accompany all my fears.

Take my hand beloved Fallen Angel

take me away from this cold

take me at your side

let me be your bride.

Embrace me with your dark wings

let me feel why you have fallen

what you have lost, for what we call love.

My love, you whispered

I've always lived my life through  your dreams

to deny the untold misery

the wicked game of the memory.

I know I can run

I know how to hide

I saw you on the other side

but I can't fly with broken wings.

© Diana Mistera 11.05.2016

NEWS!

Hallo!
I am no longer a self published author.
Yes, I have just signed a contract with the italian publisher Lettere Animate, which will publish both my novels:

Orpheus

Il Demone dello specchio - Orpheus saga vol.2-

under their wings. So, both my books have been removed from kobo, Amazon and Lulu.

Have a good weekend you all...mine will be surely good although I am still in the mood " Is this really true?"

Spring greetings to all of you!!!

Prince - When Doves Cry (Music Video)

R.I.P.

30.3.2016

There are days in which I wonder
where is the deadline
between Hope and Delusion.
The veil between is so thin
and
is difficult to see
when one stops
and the other begins.

© Diana Mistera  

NEWS!!!

Hallo my friends!
Friday 18.03 I will be guest in this very interesting event in Helsinki.
I will read my poems in English, Italian and Finnish language.

The reading will start at 19.00 and will finish at 21.00. We are 11 poets.

WHO ARE WE?


So don't be late!!!

Fo further informations follow the link.

FR33MHZ – MUTANTTIKIELTÄ


Caisa Cultural Centre
[Mikonkatu 17 C / Vuorikatu 14, Helsinki] 
Caisan sali Vapaa pääsy Free Entrance


See you there!!! 

MASK

I look furtively at you

Trying to shut down the beat of my heart

too loud on my ears.

I wonder if you can feel my eyes on you....

and your eyes met mine for a moment

You are still beautiful

although time have left its mark

around your eyes too.

I turn my head away.

I would like to talk to you

come near and ask ”don't you remember me?”

but I am shy

or is it the fear for the answer?

So, I just look at you silently

sipping my coffee

when you are unaware.

You smile and talk with others.

My soul shatters in front of that smile

reminding me

I still bleed for you

from those my beloved scars

which I have never wanted to be healed.

My heart, now out of control

my breath shortened

and all what you see

is maybe a woman

that look too proud
while my soul screams I love you.

I have built this mask for so many years

and yet

I would like to die with you any night

under the jealous moon.

I wish you could see me through...

At that thought a teardrop fall

but you didn't see it

I have ran away before my mask fell in pieces.

© Diana Mistera 14.2.2016

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Remembering you the day of your birth and envying the angels. Love you forever.

ASHES WITH MEMORIES

Forgetting is in vain

memories will be not washed away by the rain

or buried by the sand of time.
Counting the ciphers of tears I've spread

is hard to know
that each one
is a dream I left behind or forget.

I've burned to ashes and reborn thousands of times

the fire marked my soul

and my heart ablaze

with the only letter I never regret.

We are what we are

we can't be otherwise

our soul in entwined

but our worlds set us apart.

© Diana Mistera 8.1.2016

THERE IS NEVER AN END

Is pointless to try to find excuses

and lock away all memories

fooling myself that all those open scars

finally will stop bleeding

all the questions

finally will get the right answers

and close this circle

which is still full of crackles.

The fire have sealed my soul to yours

and it burns

every time our universes collide

giving me an illusion

that I still believe to be real.

The waiting became agony

and the hope is killing me every time

I keep it high

but nothing goes the way I wanted to go.

And you are moving far away

in those dreams that once were happy and vivid

and now

I look at you unable to reach you

unable to hold you

The fire will always burn

and the rain will be always wet

I cannot ignore anymore the pain

but I can't let you go either

becoming myself

my own executioner.

© Diana Mistera 3.1.2016